I am really stressed out. I think that over the holidays I'm going to spend a lot of time with my family that are coming up, and fall off the face of the earth to everyone else. I'm so sick of all the spite.
Wednesday, 02 December 2009
I'm really lonely today. I'm pretty much at loss for words with this feeling and it sucks.
-"Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for your boyfriend.
-If he is acting like he has something to hide, he probably does.
-STOP WASTING TIME ON SKETCHY GUYS WHO NEVER HAVE "TIME" OR "GAS" TO HANG OUT WITH YOU, you shouldn't have to beg to hang out with him!
-Whatever problems you may have been having, they don't make it okay for him to have sex with someone else.
-Being drunk is not an excuse.
-If he still talks to his ex on regular basis, he probably isn't over her. I've learned from experience.
-You can't talk your way out of a breakup.
-Break up sex still means you're broken up.
-Unless he's all yours, he's still hers.
-Try not to be 2 years into the relationship then suddenly realize you're involved with is a douchebag.
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
I cannot shake this feeling of being suspended. I feel trapped, almost like I am running in place. It iso complicated and hopeless. pretty much pointless to even explain.
Halloween was awesome. Madgie was in the hospital for a week, stomach ulcers. KY in 2 weeks. Taking the SAT in less than a month. Getting ready for Christmas & 1 year<3. I'm stressing about college. Nothing was supposed to happen this way, none of it was worth it.
